I don't have many pictures of my Dad for several reasons. We didn't take many pictures of my childhood, we can't find them, or my Mom (or I) cut him out or blacked him out of the pictures. I kinda wish I didn't do that, because as much as I question his actions (or lack of action) throughout the years, one day he will not be around and those are going to be the only memories I have of him. I don't know why but this makes me really upset right now. Oh well.